In all my life,be my beloved

Baby!! heavens fall apart,
Your sneeze and noisy fart.
Yet yours is my heart,
My cute little shopping cart.

My eyes sees clear no more,
Shaky walks we take at the shore,
Its greedy to ask more,
I need that jewel in the store.

Silence speaks enough for us,
In quietness is our talks,
Giggles and wine near the fire,
Will never make me old and retire.

Its not easy to say gud bye,
Honey!! Your greys need  dye.
Well, in a few days I'll die,
My well being is a lie.

I'm eating myself now,
Cancer they say,I dont knw how,
Dont make urself a ugly cow,
Remember our life together was wow.

Tears a little plz shed,
When I rest peace in my bed,
Both our bloods are red,
In all my life,be my beloved..

-Savio

Love is always new.. Age doesn't fade its shine. .

Lets go for a walk..

"There was nothing wrong with the weather. It was too romantic for the both of us. The breeze, the sun that accentuated the winter evening, the lights and the avenue, everything right in place. I wish we ordered another glass of champagne. It was like sparkles that tickled gently. Perhaps I'm one among the lucky lot to have such an awesome and horrific first date. Shepherd, My valentine, never bid adieu please" said Merlin.

She said all this to her dying boyfriend. Yes, it was their first date and their last. It's not something everybody goes through. It was not a street accident Bollywood style, not the tragic cancer patient story, its the story of a broken soul.

The room was silent, echoing her voice. All the romantic words reached no ears except hers. There was nobody. Yet Merlin continued, talked all day of the date. Cherished each moment of it, lived it in recurrence. The memory crisp, the feeling genuine. The wound fresh and pain inextricable.But none of it crept into reality. Hysterical, hallucinatory and helpless.

Merlin is a schizophrenic. The date happened only in his visions. She experienced auditory, visual and tactile hallucinations. Though she was a schizophrenic the love was real, her feeling for the one who existed only in her imagination was exuberantly legit. The people around were often annoyed. Even the empathetic ones got bored. And the doctors silenced her with the dose of dope. But Merlin had all hope in the universe. 

The sedation was just a short term fix, it didn't stop the hallucinations from happening. "Doctor is this the dream drug ? I get to see Shepherd when I take it ?". Every night the doctors tricked her in taking the dope to make her get through the night.

The doctors had left for Christmas leaving the nurses incharge. The doctor on-call was fast asleep. While the nurses were too busy watching tv shows, thoughts of Shepherd was killing Merlin. The hysteric date, his words and his death, everything overwhelmed her. She started hearing his voices. But she wanted to see him, touch him ("Mer ,  Lets go for a walk.")

"I'm coming Shepherd, just a sec" said Merlin and never returned.

X-rated!!!!

Like meat they are sold,
By the hearts that's cold.
They dress-up and act bold,
Their sad stories are never told.

They change their name,
Now they feel no shame,
Money, drugs and fame,
Is all the blame..

Teacher, doctor, nun
The trend and cold pun,
Satisfying in all roles,
The carnal evils captured as cameras roll,
They satify the beasty lust,
Coz they're morals are gone and lost.

they are called sluts and whores,
Who undress and has nothing to wear,
Their sad stories are never told,
In the websites that show them bold.

The ones who watch porn,
Are obviously soul torn.
Graphic visual that video plays,
It never captures their weak soul's cries.

But the real concern I see in none
They're busy watching many on one.
All in the name of fun,
Behind carnal pleasure they run.

-Savio